re-evaluation

I will be 30 in July. And with that particular age comes a reevaluation of oneself. I think everyone does it to some extent. So my revaluation for the moment consists of the men in my life. And unfortunately that included my baby daddy. But the other two confuse me so much. I love both but one got me smitten. While the other not so much. And the one that has me smitten is the one who isn't feeling me like I am feeling him. One thing that nwver changes regardless of age is trying to understand men. I am tired of being alone (Al Grene). Truly I am. I seek companionship. I miss it a lot. And not even sure its out there for me right now.