Not a personal assistant

Now anyone who knows me, knows I have alot going on right now. The baby stays sick and this whole job situation is killing me. Why all of a sudden have I become a personal assistant? So it is time to shut it down. I'm not giving rides, information,making calls, nothing. If it specifically has nothing to do with me and the kids I am done. I don't have a problem helping folks, but when you tell someone you need time for yourself they have no respect. I need a moment to concentrate on self. There is a reason I am not in a relationship. All I have to concentrate on is me and the kids. Thanks for letting me rant.

Hospitals

I took the baby to the ER today. I hate sitting there like I had these kids via some Immaculate Conception. Its so lonely not knowing what's happening next. At least we made it home this time.

re-evaluation

I will be 30 in July. And with that particular age comes a reevaluation of oneself. I think everyone does it to some extent. So my revaluation for the moment consists of the men in my life. And unfortunately that included my baby daddy. But the other two confuse me so much. I love both but one got me smitten. While the other not so much. And the one that has me smitten is the one who isn't feeling me like I am feeling him. One thing that nwver changes regardless of age is trying to understand men. I am tired of being alone (Al Grene). Truly I am. I seek companionship. I miss it a lot. And not even sure its out there for me right now.