BlackSingleMother

This is the first post of BSM Blog. I am new at this. I definitely have alot on my mind. Not even sure if there is a medium for what I want to say. I am a 29 year old African American single mother. I have two beautiful sons. I have an 8 year old who is Austic-PDD. We can get into that explanation later. My younger son is about to be 7 months old. He was two months premature. Never quite figured out why. I have my suspicions about that too. I love them dearly. I actually still care alot for their father(yes it is the same man for both). I know it would never work for us to be together though. I have realized, before having my little one, that we can love but from afar. He will never change into the man I am looking for. I am not big on writing properly but will get it together soon. I know I will come up here and rant. That's part of the reason I am doing this. I have alot on my mind. To those of you who know me, I hope this shows you more about my situation. For those of you who don't, welcome to my world.

Lashonn